Sometimes the tides will turn. I try to learn what to do when they turn, how to occupy myself best. Just as the moon is waning a lens in my soul is closing. I felt such inner darkness today. It was hard to be brave.
In the afternoons, I usually take my laptop or a book to the bed and study, and a doll for company. Gertrude is sitting on my bed desk. I got her in 2015 from the Korean doll company Dollmore. She's a "Flocke" sculpt. Willow is sitting with my headphones. She's made by the Chinese company Angel of Dream. I got her in 2013. She's a "Qing" sculpt.