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Creative impulses

I am having such trouble completing A Raven. The last chapter is too short. I think tomorrow I will take it to Coffee Haus. I also have a desire to do a character inventory: that is, list every character I have ever made and describe him to the best of my ability. I have grown fonder of characters than anything else lately. I want to know how many I have written about. I have a feeling it is a large, large number.

Making more feels a little like having too much cake or too many babies: maybe I should just enjoy what I have. But Jasper and Alice are growing more vivid in my mind.

Okay, I wrote the above two nights ago and was interrupted in my office by an interesting phone call and my life hasn't been the same since, but I am coming back to normal, and I have to say, normal is starting to feel very sweet indeed.

I am not on the same train of thought as before.

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